We've talked everyday so far...just to keep tabs on each other and to see how we are doing...
Today his phone got cut off...and he told me for the next two weeks its a possibility that we wont be able to see each other...
...Two weeks is a long time span for me...so much can happen in two weeks, Lord knows i've been through that before where I've had someone occupy my time in such a timespan. Now here i am in a relationship where i'm sincerely happy and the ball is beginnning to drop, certain things are coming to light and i'm trying to be patient and understanding because that plays a major part in what we have...
Its funny how all the other people i used to talk to or were in a relationship with are all of a sudden wanting my attention via conversation and otherwise...this is a test of my faithfulness I can feel it and see it. Like i've told y'all before I haven't had a stable relationship for a long time and this one i want sincerely and if it means that I have to have my guards up to an ultimate high sobeit because I'll be damned if i let it down even just a little bit and I hurt us...I couldn't bare that. Plus all these little guest appearances say a lot about these people...desperate times call for desperate measures, its evident in their character...mhm.
Pray for me Y'all. I'm going to need this. God guard my steps and decisions.
BRIII
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You are strong. You will pass with flying colors
That's tough, but if you'll do what you have to do, for what you want.
I know you can do it because you seem determined and know what you want. I'm praying for you.